Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Okay, fate is written.


Letihnya.

I really want a break. Urgh. Baby told me to treat my masters as a vacation..like on & off, and to enjoy it, as this is a field of my own choice anyways. But then again, he's coming for a month, in the middle of the semester, and I REALLY don't wanna be busy with homework & classes & labs OMG...i wanna have 100% of the time all to myself, with him by my side. And now, it's obviously impossible for me to do so! I know. Urgh. How to go to places when I'm fully occupied 5 days a week, and I'm pretty sure that if I hv school on the weekdays, that means I hv to work at cydus on the weekends! Hmmmmm. =(


On the other hand, mama & ayah are leaving on the 20th. Cari rumah tak dpt2 lagi. I need to move out of my current apartment by Feb 3rd. *sigh* Enough of living in the city, I thought of staying in the suburbs. Any one that's within the proximity of my new school. Oh, talking bout that, I'm actually very relieved that somehow, because of what had happened, Hanna will be studying over here with me. How awesome! God's great. I'm really, really grateful. At least now I have someone near me to depend on, a wee bit. =P

Well~ a definite yes, fate is all written & ready. And that's undeniable sama sekali.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Finale!


Selesai. Okay, after yesterday, I can now focus on house hunting! But hmpf~ I've another issue..accepting the offer for a master degree in Swinburne or staying back in aussie on...i-dunno-which-visa am I eligible for if I defer my offer to the next intake, which will be in July '09. *sigh*

Kalau lah kau tak seleweng ratusan ribu tu.. Huh. Kau memang manusia takde hati.
Wait, manusia ke ?? HUH..


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Alrite2..not now. Cuz I have wayyyyyy better things happening!! =D

Yesterday was The day, and I had the biggest surprise on my graduation day, the most meaningful present it is!
London-Melb on the 29th of March!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeee~!!! THANK YOU baby for deciding to terbang lagi ke mari! I really7 appreciate it. Really.
I just couldn't stop smiling. Thank you my dearest. :)

I'm going to make your visit worthwhile and most importantly, I will give you the first class treatment that you really deserve! =D

geez. I Can't Wait!

Monday, December 8, 2008

Done & over with!


Alhamdulillah.
Finally, I'm done with my bachelor degree.

So much relieved. At least I don't have to fight so hard with the pain anymore while trying to cope up with studies & assignments. Skrg aku cuma perlu kuatkan bdn yg tak berapa kuat ni for my daily routines. But luckily, it isn't as bad anymore.

Hmm..mama, ayah & Hanna will be arriving tonight. Convocation is on the 17th.
Telstra Dome, here I come! :)
I hope I can make them happy for a while if not all the time. Free from worries...particularly the worthless ones.

And as for him, good luck and all the best to you. My prayers surround you, always.

I'm done with my battle for now. Alhamdulillah once more. Somehow, my degree years were awesome. I enjoyed life more than ever. Exams weren't as stressful as they were during diploma. Cuma this time..more exhausting. Sbb played too hard. Nk study smart, cam tak kena. So terpaksa struggle lebih. Yea I did. Yg penting, playing too hard was never a regret to me. I had my time. The Moments. Which I truly value.

Thank you b..thank you so much for being there, each and every time. Awak buat saya rasa kita tak pernah literally jauh. Thank you for the times when you patiently waited for me to finish up all my assignments & reports, one after another. Teman saya stay up tiap2 malam, teman saya settle satu2 hal during the day, and of course, thank you for giving me the strength from within. You have no idea how much it means to me. And I know...I wouldn't have beautifully done it all, if it wasn't because of you.

Thus...this one is for you. :) Congratulations baby!