Origins!

Tok Mod = Malaysian Malay (Bugis)
Tok Chah = Malaysian Malay (Riau)

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Nenek = Singaporean Chinese

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Tok Ali = Indian (Malayalam)

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Nenek = Burmese

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'Astonished' -- when I was told about our origins & ancestors.
Well hey~ Many thanks to the variation of genes!

Sometimes ..

Sometimes I wish life treats me better,

Sometimes I wish it will always be fair,

Sometimes I wish I’d never have to choose,

to make decisions and to learn living in a world so cruel..

Sometimes I wish people are easily understood,

so that no one tends to be rude..

Sometimes I wish there is less time in a day,

so that no one is to be taken for granted, in any possible ways..

Sometimes I wish I was a different person..

Someone who resembles contentment,

reflects the hidden inner beauty,

doesn’t hold anything back,

and never too petrified to face any facts..

Someone who won’t cry so hard from pleading,

someone who finds that it is painless to love than to hate..

Who admires aptness but does not refuse weaknesses..

Just someone…who will never have to be in a state of denial.

And someone...to feel so much of freedom, even after countless painful trials..

Just the way You are.

The way you talk to me…

The way you make me laugh…

The way you sing to me…

The way you apologize…

The way you hold me close…

And the way you look at me…

Simply tell that... every little thing you do -is to impress me..

It really means something that is,

Too special for me to let go,

Too wonderful for me to ignore..

You add sunshine to a smile,

You send butterflies though we’re parted by miles..

When I miss you, I crazily do..

When I hug you, I really feel you..

When I hold your hands in mine,

I secretly wish that you won’t have to leave..

And at times when I teasingly mentioned that “I don’t like you”,

I meant to actually say “I love you.. and I really, really do..”

Is it really you ..?

I want to feel safe…in your protective arms..
I want to feel proud…with your presence by my side..
I want to feel needed…in your sense of belonging..

It’s amazing,
How I suddenly saw a rainbow in a blink of an eye..
How I unconsciously created a garden in the centre of my heart..
How I woke up everyday having you the first thing on my mind..
How I missed every single moment spent with you..

Tell me if it’s real,
Tell me if it’s true,
It’s been long since I felt this special,
Please let me know if it’s really you...

Issues.

Lonely nights I think of me,
My life, my leaders and my land,
Land of war will turn into lights,
Divine lights will give us strength.

Sunlight divine covers my heart,
Angels of light take charge of us.

Stiff darkness surrounds me,
Among the trees I saw the gates of hell,
I heard that someone screams my name,
Devil claims for my life.

Sunlight divine gives me the strength,
Angels of light show me the way.

Flying up in the sky, riding through the wind,
Until dawn, things won't change at all,
Strange sensations, fighting the evil in my heart,
Angels of light help me save my heart.

Stars guide me in this night,
Light my way to fight the dark,
God I pray to you one more time,
With your help I'll save my heart..

You Never Know .

You never know how much your laughter fills my soul,

Making all the little problems of the day disappear..

You never know how much it means to me,

When you say something thoughtful just when I need it the most..

You never know how proud I am on the inside,

For the person you are and the things you do,

For your courage and your determination,

Your accomplishments and your dreams..

You never know how much I need you,

In the best & the worst of times and for all the times in between..

It really doesn't matter where we are,

Or what we are doing..

As long as we're together to share it all,

Forever it remains the most beautiful feeling..