Cuz I am Me.

Dalam hidup aku skrg ni ada 4 hubungan penting yg aku kena jaga:-

• Hubungan dgn Tuhan.
• Hubungan dgn keluarga.
• Hubungan dgn studies.
• Hubungan dgn kawan2.

Setiap hari, these are among the things that I keep on reminding myself, for motivation purposes.

• Remember that it won't take long till you finish studying cuz after this you will Never hv the chance to turn back time & u're gonna miss ur life as a student, SO KEEP FOCUSED & DO THE BEST CUZ IT'S WORTH THE EFFORT.
• Kalau nk buat apa2 pun, make sure you go all out because you Never know that there's tomorrow to prove. SO DON'T YOU EVER TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED.
• If possible, don't depend on others to make you happy, do your thing; you know what's best of you, SO FIND WAYS & TIME TO DO WHAT YOU ENJOY DOING.
• Remember that when you're depressed, cry your heart out bcuz it does make you feel better, but don't let whatever that bugs Stop you from meeting the world.
• Take time to get over frustations, but don't carry yourself low. Always remember that you've got your own standards to keep up to.
• Bila malas nak solat, remind yourself that ini je cara utk you tunjuk rs syukur pd Dia cuz He's given you more than enough. SO JGN LUPA DIA SBB KUASA SEMUANYA DLM TGN DIA.
• Kalau dlm keadaan marah, Selalu fkr balik reason dia munasabah atau tidak, And letak diri kita dlm situation org tu. If it turns out that you should, okay then. But if you think that there's more to it, just forget it. SO DON'T GET STRESSED OUT FOR SOMETHING THAT WON'T ACTUALLY MATTER THAT MUCH IN THE FUTURE.

......TAK APE LA......KALAU DH JODOH, TAK KE MANA...

SEKURANG2NYA, SAYA DAH CUBA.

TAPI...SAYA HARAP.....KALAU ADA PUN INSAN YG DICIPTAKAN UTK SAYA,

BIARLAH LELAKI ITU BENAR2 MENCINTAI SAYA SEPERTIMANA HATI SAYA MAMPU MENCINTAINYA....

BIARLAH LELAKI ITU SEDAR AKAN TANGGUNGJAWABNYA....

BIARLAH LELAKI ITU TIDAK HANYA MEMIKIRKAN KEPENTINGAN DIRINYA....

BIARLAH LELAKI ITU MAMPU MENGHARGAI KASIH SAYANG SAYA....

BIARLAH LELAKI ITU TIDAK HANYA BIJAK BERKATA-KATA....

BIARLAH LELAKI ITU MEMILIKI JIWA YG LEBIH KUAT DARI NAFSUNYA....

BIARLAH LELAKI ITU ADA KEIKHLASAN DALAM NALURINYA....

BIARLAH LELAKI ITU SEORANG INSAN YANG TAHU BERSYUKUR DGN SIFAT RENDAH DIRINYA....

Can I Come Back ?

Can I come back dear. . .
for this time I'm sure,
that it will be forever.

Can I come back and love you like I
did once before..?
Can I come back and this time I'll give you
a love that is more than pure.

For only your love my dear is the only cure,
to this poisonous pain called life,
which without you in it. . . I try to endure.

For this time I promise it will be forever
because I've never been so sure.
Can I come back my dear and love you. . .
for it is You, whom I adore.

Can I come back and love you once more,
for without you, my life is like an endless
ocean which will never find its shore.

Can I come back dear and love you. . .
like I did once before.

'The true meaning of .....'

Betul tak....kalau kita sangat sayangkan seseorang, kita sanggup susah utk dia.Betul tak....kalau kita cintakan seseorang, kita akan sentiasa cuba untuk tidak menyakitinya.Betul tak....kalau kita ikhlas dgn seseorang, kita akan rasa kita ada tanggungjawab atas dirinya.
Betul tak....kalau kita rindukan seseorang, kita akan risaukan dirinya, tapi bukan sekadar dengan kata2.
Betul tak....kalau kita benar2 hargai seseorang, kita sanggup jatuh bangun bersamanya.
Betul tak....kalau kita percaya dengan seseorang, kita akan yakin dengan cintanya.
Betul tak....kalau kita jujur dengan hati kita, kita mampu bahagia.
Betul tak....kalau semua ini awak Benar2 rasa, saya takkan dibiarkan begini adanya...

I just don't know anymore.

You give me cuts on the inside, again and again, one after another........

You're killing me entirely...

You're destroying the softer part of my heart.....the place that I thought You'd belong to...

You said You're willing, but You keep coming up with all kinds of reasoning......

You're refusing to take the blame, and You never prioritize the thing that matters...

You always have choices, but You made the wrong ones...

You always have alternatives, but You picked out the selfish ones...

You always leave me holding back, behind You.. as if my tears never meant anything to You...

You never took the chance to understand me real closely, the way I thought You would...

You always express yourself more than what you're actually capable of...

and worse, You always make me believe in your lies...

You made me smile with a heart full of hope, but it never took long before You take it away with your false promises...

"You should know that I am not just anybody that You can walk all over. This way, I wish You luck in love."

Penutup Kisahku ..

Ku awali hariku dengan mendoakanmu
agar kau sihat dan bahagia di sana,
sebelum kau melupakanku lebih jauh,
sebelum kau meninggalkanku lebih jauh..
Ku tak pernah berharap kau akan merindukan keadaanku yang kau letakkan hina..
Ku hanya ingin tatkala kau melihatku bila

pun, di mana pun,
hatimu akan berkata seperti ini....
Gadis inilah yang jatuh hati padamu..
Gadis inilah yang selalu memujamu..

Akulah orang yang akan selalu menaruh harapan,
dan menuliskan cinta di atas sekeping hatimu..
Akulah orang yang akan selalu ingin menjagamu,
menikmati indahmu dari sisi gelapku..
Dan biarkan aku jadi pemujamu,
Jangan pernah hiraukan perasaan hatiku..
Tenanglah, tenang sayang..
Aku takkan sampai hati bila menyentuhmu..
Mungkin kau takkan pernah tahu
betapa mudahnya kau untuk ku kagumi..
Mungkin kau tak pernah sedar
betapa mudahnya kau untuk ku cintai..

Akulah orang yang akan selalu menyayangimu,
Akulah orang yang akan selalu memahamimu,
Akulah orang yang akan selalu melegakanmu,
Akulah orang yang akan selalu mencintaimu,

dari sisi gelapku...